25 December 2004, Christmas Day
I guess i have to spent this christmas alone. My parents' will be out attending a wedding dinner. My brother, i have no idea.. maybe he's going out with his friends. I dunt want to spent christmas alone. i want to go out.. i just want to spent my time outside, with anyone.. anyone will do.. I dunt want to feel so. alone.. why am I always the one.. Damnnnn